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I had performed earlier versions of this poem at Ike and Iggy's in the old Renford on Whyte accompanied by Solon McDade, John Navarathanam and John Towill in January, 1997 and again with Richard Davies and Glen Kirkland as "Spiritus" at Edmonton's City Arts Centre on March 8th, 2003. Those drafts were "Winter '97" and "Winter '03" respectively. Here's the latest version: Here we are frozen in time in a northern city under a great dome of Arctic cold. Little Pacific storms bounce along the western edge of this Siberian high and drain their wet blizzards onto our westering watershed but nothing can crack this cold snap except Spring and she’s still months away. There’s a great stability in all of this. Clusters of us Northerners huddle in snugs and practice our culty crafts. We know the long nights that challenge our Circadian rhythms and we rise above the darkness with buoyant exchanges generated by our shared dreams of the far and away. We transport ourselves, mate our passions with the metronome of the seasons and wax philosophical about things artistic, things political; things trivial and things deadly; personal, transcendental and spiritual things -- dreams of rebirth. Whispers of love and reminiscences of loves past coupled with an omnipresent hope for the perfect partner for this dark hour. We gather our young about us and respond to their X-generated capriciousness, these immortal ones with their crudities, their unpolishednesses, and loose intimacies. There is an Ecclesiastical awareness of the folly triggered by human vanity and an Apocalyptic certainty of the great silence awaiting us all. We try to ignore the futility of politicians and industrialists' too-little-too-late efforts to save our little planet from the vandals and the looters. In our warm room the close air is laden with aromas: Hot punch. Exotic gnosh. Interesting pipe fuels. We prepare for our poet’s voice; a thin whiskey baritone who inevitably takes the little stage and reflects our gestalt with words hammered out of these nordic sensations. He'll bounce his cadenced imagery with an idiot’s confidence off the virtuous muses -- those few musicians who relax into free form and create nuances of mood out of this dense air. There was nothing. Then there was something. Then there was nothing again. "Nada y pues nada." Ca Nada! * "Nada y pues nada" (Nothing and then nothing) from the cynical observations of the middle-aged bartender created by Ernest Hemingway in his 1933 short story "A Clean Well-Lighted Place" |
